unexpected

its so unexpected that i were been choosen to be MPP which is Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar.to tell you the truth,i never been dreaming about this stuff even once before this.i feel that i'm just not qualified enough to be some from this great name of MPP of every U and college becouse to me,there are many more that are more qualified and talented than i am and i wonder why the suitable person is not been selected to be part of this thing.

its not that i showed off to some of you.it just a really shock feeling that i never ever dream to be a part of it and suddently i were chosen to be part of it.well its not a small matter eventhough some of you will said that its only MPP,its not a big deal.but its easy to say than done.

well,i need to get used to it after this with a big thing,new thing and all to discover what ever that i never discovered before this.its the truth that i didnt even expect to be apart of this kind of orgization in college.its really a big shock for me.and i'm the tresurer of the MPP.its the 4th position that is very important of all becouse every time there are meeting i must be in the meeting.if not,the meeting cant go on.damn.this is soo unexpected to be in this kind of big position at all.

it just like a crap thing you know.you sleep to dream.when you're awake,you're still in the dream that you dreaming when you're sleep.its kinda crappy talk and so on.eyh?what am i merepek-ing?argh just forget it.what ever it is,i still need some time to prepared for this kind of things and really really know how to divide the time correctly or not a thing will happen in the end.

damn still cant believe what is happening right now.