married

for your information,many blogs that i have been stalked lately is about thinking a future about married,couples and stuffy like that.it makes me wonder about my future how would it be if i married like when i was 27 years old,how would it be?many responsible that i need to take care of about house,car,food,cloth and so on until there's a children of my own some day.maybe,maybe not.

like i used to say lately to other people that,i'm only focusing on my studies for now on but the truth is,my heart is not on the study actually.its on love.you may asked me who is she that stolen my heart.my aswer was simple.i didnt know who is she and i never ever meet her.what i really mean is i'm in the mood of love but not love to be with someone.just LOVE.you know,the mood of when people used to be with their couple/wife/husband.thats what i'm talking about.

but some of my friends are already married such as my age 19 now.and they all are my PLKN friends.i wonder how they manage their life with such a huge responsible with young age.dont they think that its too soon to married?it just that can't he/she focus on studies first?i know many of them is not rich people and they dont end up school with form 5.some of them end on form 3.and some of them end on form 1.and then they all find some work to obtain some pocket money and some of them help their family to support their finance with a huge family.i just pitty them.but what can i do,i cant help them.its their own life.i have mine too.

the newest entry that i have read from my friend's blog is,she had twins and i know both of them.but what i want to talk is her,not her twin becouse she already let their family know about her relationship with that guy that she felled in love with.not like her twin which dont have a relationship with a guy.the guy that she talk is taking the same course with her but now he change the course.i didnt know about what,and why he change his course.its make my girl friend cried and cried almost everyday she wrote in her blog about her sadness.it make me want to help her to calm down but i just cant do it.hurm back to the topic,all i know is he changing his course becouse of his father.i forget about what.but it does has a connection with his father.and then,she heard her mum talking with her aunty that her mum want her daughter's husband to have a DEGREE AT LEAST for a comfirmation on their daughter future.its the condition that her mum talk to her aunty.and when i read about that,i was like,whoa.AT LEAST DEGREE for her husband?i know its good to have a degree certificate to obtain the good and great job.but i think its too early to talk about this.

maybe nowdays,people are used to married at a young age such as 23 or 24 years old.but it just a planing to go with.its not that what you plan today,you must go on with what you planning until its happened.no its not.its totally wrong thinking if you think in that way.damn!i'm not ready to talk about married yet.i'm too young to think about it!